Tuesday, October 16, 2018

Rockbottom


I think at some point of your life, there were a moment/phase that you feel down and useless. It can be caused by many reason that you can think of; relationships, career, loneliness or losing something/someone important. It’s totally normal to feel angry, upset, helpless or like a piece of sh*t. It’s healthy for you to let it out by sharing your feelings with someone you can trust. Be sad, be furious, cried it out, scream it loud. It is good for you to flushed them away. After you’ve done, take a deep breath and start counting/listing your blessings. What you have at that moment. All tiny little things you have; air to breath in, house for shelter, peace, parents, love, clothes, parts of body to move freely etc. It is cliché to say everything happened for a reason but it is. Live with the fact that you can’t change that it’s already happened but you do can decide how to react towards it. It’s easier said than done but it’s not impossible to do.
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The most ‘I am a piece of crap’ phase was when I decided I don’t want to teach anymore. At that moment I know I broke my parents heart. They’ve been sacrificed a lot in terms of money, time and attention for me to get my degree. I felt like an ungrateful child. At the same time, I can’t force myself to be okay to do something that I don’t like. I felt like I waste my time for almost 6 years studying for something I hate. Hate is a strong word I know, I don’t hate teaching I hate the fact that I am no longer capable to do few aspects in teaching like classroom control, passion to teach, patience with kids. It’s all gone. I can’t find any motivation in me. It was something I no longer can compromise. Despite how much I am not fond of teaching, luckily I choose the subject I love which is English because I kinda know in future I might not want to teach and I can choose other stuff related to English for instead. Teaching English as Second Language is a fun course, I enjoyed every bit of my study days. Maybe my mum is a TESL graduate too, so I choose something that I was familiar with at that moment. 
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My personal tips to make you feel better when you are in this phase is keep on giving. Not giving up but give help to people in need. Make it as a habit to help around the house, help your mom/dad/siblings/friends. Be a handy person. If you can’t contribute in sense of money, contribute in form of man power. When I was in jobless phase, I was lucky because I am not totally jobless. I am doing private tutoring for my one and only student, Farhan who at that time soon will be sitting for PT3 (still doing it even I am now have a job) Remember when I mentioned I don’t like to teach anymore? with Farhan it is a different story. He is a perfect student. The kind of boy who is hardworking and want to learn but the teachers at school are too strict which makes him scared to ask anything. I can say he is a dream student. I love doing private tutoring because it’s more like a sharing session with payment. Farhan’s mom is very generous and kind. So I teach English alternately with Math (I pass it to my brother to teach).  Once in two weeks we will held a class. I opened opportunity for my brother to gain new experience as a tutor while he waiting for his Bachelor Degree admission, at the same time he earned his own pocket money that time. I am so happy hearing about Farhan scores better in Math with my brother’s help which means they both comfortable with each other just like Farhan and me. Farhan had bad experience with his previous tutor because she is so strict just like his school’s teacher which doesn’t helped him much coz he too scared to ask any confusion.
 Even I don’t earn much, I do feel satiated with that small amount of money. With that amount, it didn’t stop me to keep on giving. I can’t give a lot but I’ll give what I have. Sedekah is a key of rezeki and I experienced it myself. I try to make it as a habit every Friday at least. We are insatiable, our nature is greed for more and never feel enough but sedekah/giving do helps in making us feel enough. That habit cleansed your mind and heart to make you feel humble and thankful with what you have. It makes me realise whatever I earn/ have at this moment, can be taken away from me at any time. It’s only a loan. It’s temporary. Please be clear that I don’t have any intention writing about this to brag or convinced people how good I am. I just want people to have a faith in life that life is a roller coaster. You won’t be at a bottom all the time but when you are at the top of the sky, don’t forget you can be at rock bottom at any unexpected time.

ps:while writting this, Hailee & DNCE - Rockbottom playing in my head

Sunday, October 14, 2018

Day 76


It’s been 76 days since I left my teaching career. I learned a lot from my teaching days, about people, kids, teachers, syllabus and mostly about myself. It is hard to change your career path when you’ve been study about it for more or less 5/6 years? Back then I was persistent in chasing career as Sub Editor. I applied more than twice for same post at SDI Studios but only twice they responded with task that I have to submit in two days. I still remember there were 2 tasks I need to complete which were watching video and listen carefully what the actors /actress utterance words and another one is simply translating English dialogue to Malay. They already prepared a set of tabulated form of dialogue separated by transition and pauses. Its not the entire movie/drama only small part of 15 to 20 minutes cut. I remember the videos are cut from teenage drama called Degrassi, British drama with a thick British accent and one American show where they compiled videos of disastrous event with silly commentators’ sort of like Ridiculousness from MTV. I’ve watched bad Bahasa Melayu subtitles for that kind of shows, it’s funny when the word ‘cool’ being translated as ‘sempoi’. Anyway, I only made it at second stage which another video to be translated/subtitled, never made to interviews. So, at that moment I realised maybe I enjoy doing that but it’s not my fate to be a Sub Editor.

To be certain that I am no longer want to do teaching, I accept the offer from Startots which located at Bukit Jalil. Anis recommended me to her Bos, I feel bad until today because I didn’t perform as I promised and Anis recommended me  in the first place so I feel like disappointing her too. Frankly, I think the salary does not meet the work load but I understand there a lot of cut you gotta do in a small private company but Startots will grow bigger. It just my level of competency does not up to Startots’ par. So I was there for a month. It was a miserable one month for me because I was half- hearted doing it and the housing area where I rent is really out of my comfort zone. Yeah adulthood is about adapting but I really had a hard time fitting in. Aneem visited me with coffee coz she knew how unhappy I am at that time and she helped me move and stuff. Nane fetched me almost every weekend and Abi drop by to see if I was fine. Cu and Ecu also being kind taking me to Putrajaya for weekend. However, I felt miserable through weekdays. At that point, I admire how Anis survived. I felt weak and unhappy. I space out a lot, my attitude changed and I cried anytime I was alone. This phase of my life makes me never stop feeling grateful with what I have and what I am today.

I don’t hate teaching but I know I’m lacking in classroom management and stuff. As I getting older, I tolerate less with BS stuff and things that does not amuse me. So there was a post looking for Pegawai Penerbit at my dad’s university. Not my dad’s like he owned it but he teaches there as one of the senior lecturer/pioneer there. My dad encouraged me to apply. I know I don’t think it’s a good idea to work at the same place with my dad. Frankly I am scared that I screw things up and effect peoples’ impression towards me or my dad plus I am scared of my dad. . He’s not too strict or anything it’s just me. I got my last opportunity to teach in SK Bukit Setongkol while I was in the middle of attending interview and test for UMP. The school still want me to teach eventhough they know I might not be able to finished 3 months there in case I made it to UMP.

I was assigned to teach year 1 and 2 Bahasa Melayu and Pendidikan Seni, Seni have been my dream subject to teach. How I wish my minor is Seni. I retired for my teaching career happily because I have done everything I ever wanted as a teacher. The school is small and quite new. All teacher was very nice and I like the bilik guru with air-conditioner and cubicle like arrangement for teachers. I think it’s the best school I ever served after SK Sungai Isap coz Mama is there. Hee~  Just like Startots, I served only 1 month there coz luckily I got my dream job. I always wanted to be in publishing field. I did not aspect that I made it coz all the candidates were UIAM, UKM, UPM alumni. I was the only person who is from private university. Alhamdulillah I got the post.

Currently I am the Pegawai Penerbit in this department. My job scope including proofreading, translating, Editor etc. I love the environment so far because my subordinates are kind and helpful people and mothers. I like to thanked my dad for telling me about the post and I like to clear up about me getting this job has nothing to do with my dad is one of the senior lecturer in this uni. The board members of human resources and TNC team have no idea that I am my dad’s daughter until they decided to choose me for the post. At that point of event, the last stage of interviews, I actually feel tired and almost no longer feeling nervous so I just be myself. The witty, playful version of myself with the panel. One of the tips that I can share is, in interview for shortlisted candidates, as how much as you want to be professional in front of the panel, don’t forget to be yourself. Your unique-self will win peoples’ heart. This can be applied to interviews that have many stages. I’ve been to an interview with this one private beauty company and they only call me back because I have the look to represent their company and I feel offended more than flattered. They also add I might need to lose kilos so I will become more ideal for the post because it have something to do with marketing. I understand the needs of the post but I know I worth more than that.

ps: Dear GRAMMAR NAZI, my English is not perfect even I am an Editor.

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Everyone is a judge outside the court

Hey highheels among sneakers blog. When I really put a thought into it, what the hell am I thinking when I decided to choose that name for my blog? Haa Ha I know right. Maybe because I am the only girl in the family so it's kind a related..Idk. Blogger suggest me to make entry in Malay but does Blogger know the reason why I'm blogging? NO! It is because I am enhancing my writing skills with a quite low or below average grammar competency I suppose. I know the only loyal reader to this blog is my parents, so that they can correct my grammar later on which is quite refreshing 😀

JUDGING MY BLOG

  • Highheels or high heels? Is it correct to put 's' at the end of it?
  • The owner of this blog must be girly girl and clearly loves pink so much. How old is she? 9?
  • Pattern on the background shows she's trying too hard to appear maturity in a girly way I reckon?
  • Future lecturer/teacher to be huh? How come she really certain about not hating the career path for next... 4 years?
  • This fancy font kind a hard to read
  • She got a youtube channel too? I bet it's lame *it is
  • Wow there's a quote at the end of the page. Where did she steal it? Is that her picture? I bet she took a lot of time editing it.*obviously
Currently I have no idea how to do stuff here except posting a new entry. 😶😶


JUDGING SOCIAL MEDIA

  1. Facebook
- ads.....ads....ads.......ads.......
-shopping medium
-live make up tutorial
-' This is a perfect medium to express my anger'. WRONG!
- somebody is getting married/having a baby/available/having his/her birthday
- viral videos
-create awareness
- 'I must post my current situation, all of my friends is dying to know my condition right now'. NOPE
- sihir/santau guna nama penuh (straight away changing my facebook name)
-updated information/news
-puns
-tips/tricks/hacks
- facebook live ( forcing scroller to watch my current activities )

      2. Twitter

-parents free site to curse. Yeay!
-retweet/quote
-sarcasm *kalau terasa nasib la
-#HASHTAG   #HASHTAG     #HASHTAG
-Gif
-freedom of ranting
-medium for unspeakable stuff
- update current emotional/interest of your friends

     3. Instagram

- another shopping medium
- OutfitOfTheDay / MakeupOfTheDay/FOODSTAGRAM etc
-income medium for thousand followers account
-your worth is scale by followers and likes
-updated your activities
-tutorials
-birthday shoutout/wishes
- my life is awesome according to my photos
-instagram live ( not forcing anybody to watch what am I doing but if you want to...)


Agree or disagree this is just an opinion and listing this does not make me not doing any of it.
There's so many social media sites out there but this is top 3 sites/apps that most of us have. Whatever you post or do using these medium is totally up to you because it is your rights. Somebody could just hide your post  or unfollow your account if they don't like it. Note to yourself, whatever people post on these sites is what they choose to show to the others . But I think Facebook live can get pretty annoying when it comes to the point where people keep on sharing it so it suddenly came out on your feeds. I think there's a way to stop that but I'm not sure how. By posting anything through social media you are actually welcoming people to judge you/your life so you should be aware of the risk that people might be taking it wrongly or differently than what you have expected. Just like what I'm doing here posting this and share it through my social media accounts. Happy judging

Boringnye takde gambar.

Monday, September 9, 2013

Recap 4 month activities & events


REPLACEMENT TEACHER (August~Sept)
After my responsibility as PPM is over, I extend my resume at the same school to become a replacement teacher. When the weekend comes I tagged along my brother to KL since he will having interview with US embassy..While he was at the Embassy I wonder around KLCC park because it was to early for window shopping. That time I received the call from my previous working place tellung me one of the teacher had to deliver her baby earlier than the due. So, next day I am the class teacher for 2 Kreatif. Challenging fellow students yet when the time I have to leave them which was earlier than it should be, I shed my tears for the first time in front of my students. I applied for MSU for course BTESL NOV intake, yet they call me for SEPT intake. The headmaster is furious about it since I promised him to keep on servicing till Okt but I decide to quite earlier. He also mad at me because I did not tell him first but he heard from others for instead which was my bad for not being professional. I am learning from my mistakes.
to this 1 photo it took almost 20 minutes to set up


HOLIDAY
We had our last vacation for next 4 years to come with complete 6 of our family at Universal Studio Singapore. It also a celebration for Ajin since he will further his studies at Michigan States University in US soon. So we had a lot of fun then.
Ever after castle

met Angel with her braces on
tickets + coupons
Battlestar Galactica human vs alien already ride both

Last portrait before leaving
 

4 of us giving our tired face
Unfortunate event + Ajins' Departure
The event is like a wake up call for our family to remember and spend more time for our Creator. My dad had an accident on his way home from masjid after Isya' prayer. The car didn't gave a signal to turn right which exactly where my dad was heading to. There were 7 cracked bones, 6 ribs bone and the critical one is a shoulder bone. So he had to undergo surgery at Kuantan Medical Centre. He had to stay there for quite sometime for recovery. Mama stay beside him all the time, sometime come back and forth to home and hospital. Alhamdulillah that time Along and me are still around. The incident was actually happened 1 night before Ajin departure which was a hard time for him. Babah strengthen himself to send his son to KLIA despite of his own condition. Alhamdulillah once again he now becoming better. A few days ago he send a picture of our living room which have already painted with new colour. He painted them with Mamas' and Raimis' help and not to forget the new member of our family. JABEENA~
awesome Babah
MSU juge

siblings


cousins
NEW MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY
At first we have no intention to have a cat. So eid is around the corner, so we have to decide fast coz it will be hard to go around dragging a kitten. In the end, here we are with a kitten officially named JABEENA. Ajin gave the name before he leave so we will stick with the name. She is very intelligent and hyperactive kitten. Now is Babahs' bff and a clown of the family plus spidercat. I should be the 1 who responsible for her but then I cant take her with me since one of my roomates have allergy towards furry thing.
Present to you JABEENA pronounce as "jbina"

BACHELOR IN TESL @ MSU
Recently I just finished my orientation week at MSU and met awesome people. Even sometimes it was tiring and boring but there were splendid time. At the beginning I faced some difficulties looking for affordable place to stay. Towards the end Allah Almighty send a way to end my problem. Along have a friend who is an ex student from MSU and use to stay at the place where I staying in but not the exact house. Coincidentally, there was a girl a friend of Alongs' friend want to move to other house with her sister, so she need someone to replace her in her previous house. Finally I have an affordable yet comfortable place to stay. The apartment have 3 rooms 2 toilet, complete with washing machine, fridge and stove. I stay in master bed room with a toilet in it and sunshine coming in through the window with 3 other awesome people.

Thank you Mama & Babah for everything
All of the students involve in orientation week were divided in groups and I belong to group 5 together with other awesome freaks. They were happening and sporting plus crazy sometimes. Still keep in touch until now.

during stinky time running around campus

registration day



dear roomate Syu
My AUM freaks








Friday, May 31, 2013

Visiting INTI

Salam readers. I guess blogging would be once a month updated, dont you think? I think so. Well... recently I had a long exhausting yet exciting journey with my brother who soon to be abroad. we share stories a lot since high school and there no one else in my life that makes me comfortable as much as he does ( of course we are womb-mate, he was there in the same tummy after 2 years) Well, I think it sounds funny the word 'womb-mate' I just made and only suitable for twins not siblings. *suke hati je

Anyway back to the story. We decide to tag along daddy since he has a meeting at KPT, Putrajaya. We woke up at early because we need to leave the house by 5 a.m. Yup sun is still sleeping that time.It turn out to be somebody was not sleeping last night, maybe he too excited to met his friend for the last time I reckon. So he slept almost along the journey whenever we were in the car. He deserve a time out since he put his heart and soul in preparing a delightful lasagna the day before. I tell you it is a big YUM the taste of lasagna. Even I am known as a person who regularly cook Italian cuisine in the house after my mum, no one can't beat the taste of his cook. Maybe its true, a person who rarely cooks actually better in cooking. His friends is very lucky to have him because he cooked and bring a long his food to give them. Ajin is lucky too because he has such a sweet friends.
His proud lasagna

Daddy didn't drop us in front of INTI College gate but he drop us half way since he had to rush to Putrajaya.    Ajin (my brother) and I were like hitch hiking daddy to fulfill our plan, Ajin's plan I'm just tagging along. We took KTM at Bandar Tasik Selatan station and stopped at Nilai. Every single time I am in the train I will always said, " I wish we have train in Pahang since it is the biggest states in Malaysia, it would be so convinient". Let just pray for that.

rise & shine

we both feel like zombie since we wake up very early




We took a bus, INTI College public bus to go to the college from KTM station. It was fun to explore private college and see how things work. I've been to UTP but it is so much different from INTI for sure. Ajin took me to the cafeteria for brunch. The cafeteria would be like a student center and I think they offers variety of food and mostly international choices since they have international students. I like the environment there.
That's my brunch (I gave away the egg yolk to Ajin)
Then we visit Icha (dunno how to spell her name) at her block, I was told she will leave for BTN that afternoon. She really shock and lil bit blushed to see be since she was not in her best feature. I dont even aware of that if she didn't brought that up. When we were having our brunch my brother already divide the lasagna to his friends according to their block. So Icha get one and next was high demand Susu a.k.a Hariz. We met couple time. He's the triplet who lives in Kuantan too. He's like my brothers' twins even he has 2 real twins. Ajin climb up to his room and make a surprise for him while I was waiting in a not so cool weather downstairs. Ajin told me, "Susu is sulking because you didn't prepare kek batik for him". High demand tau.

Then I met D.I.A.M without D. The acronym stands for Diana, Ili, Azwanina (Nina) and Mai. Diana was not around that time so there's only I.A.M. Nina and Mai are roomates . A few minutes later Ili arrived with her family. She said her family is departing to Beijing soon without her soon. I know how does it feel, poor Ili. All of us get along instantly because they are very friendly and our conversation going on and on talking about random stuff. Maybe because they major in psychology therefore they know how to interact with people they just met. The chit chat going on while they ate their lasagna. Then we have a photo session to keep as a memory. Thank you Ajin for bonding us together.

They all younger 2 years than me, it seems like I'm not tall enough

Then Daddy took us at INTI and bring us to KPT because he had not finish with the meeting. Since KPT and KPM merged they have a new beautiful building in Putrajaya. We both really tired and awake only after we reach KPT. I was overjoy and mesmerized with the infrastructure of the building itself.
I thought of asking which uni I belong  to for my degree or where do you guys keep all the data :p

We waited for daddy to finish the meeting at the cafeteria in KPT building. The surau there is really comfortable and pretty, it was on 7th floor if I'm not mistaken. Sometime I feel like we were in hotel instead of KPT office. At last we fulfill our last but not least objective tagging along with daddy. IKEA!! My brother told me how insanely delicious if you eat meatball with jam. I've been looking at Instagram and Facebook about the signature dish from Ikea. I've been wanting to have them in my mouth for a long time. So, we dropped by Ikea before we left KL for home but we were not juz ate meatballs we also have apple pie and chocolate cake there plus take away everything so that mommy and Raims can taste the goodness too.
drooling~

I've been looking for you

desserts

Thank you for reading
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Friday, April 19, 2013

5 Facts I Love About My Work Place


Salam dear readers. The 21 year old me want to share my first real job with the official paycheck experience even it’s only 2 weeks me working. So, as expected it would be as sweet as jawbreaker since the most tiring part has not occurred just yet to me. Basically, the title that I am holding for this three months is Pre-school  Assistant Manager (sounds nice) but the actual job is help out anything related to the students and teachers including managing the students, cooking, cleaning, preparing official documents (so far the permanent PAM preparing it) and be a teacher if the teacher is not around. Call me superwoman then. My working hour is from 7.30 am until 4.30 pm just like a regular office hour. The fact is I am working like a office lady but in the school around the environment that I love which is around adorable 4~6 year old kids. Even though, I am not holding my usual role as a teacher I am enjoying myself (so far).

Paycheck….   Paycheck….  Paycheck….  

Since I am not officially graduated Diploma student, I only receive salary as an SPM holders (RM50 per day x 3 months). I have no demand in salary call me stupid but the experience is the most important part right (yeay got something to add in my resume :D)

I received a call from SK Sungai Isap within the 1st week me just finishing my diploma exams. Even I only had  a week break after diploma, I was really excited back then about they need me to fill in the post since a person in the post just started her break after deliver a baby. I hand in my resume a few semester ago only to tell them I am available starting April. I will be so much easier if I had a job here since my mum is teaching at the same school since forever. When they accepting me, they have no idea my mum is am English teacher there, they only know about it during my first day working. So, I am getting this job not because of my mom okey~

Sungai Isap Pre-School huh~ They have only 2 classroom, 25 students each class, 2 teachers and 2 PAM. From the first sight I think, “ No biggie, 4 adults can manage a pre-school.” Absolutely wrong!!! It is not a win win situation regarding the school and the pre-school here. The school can use any staff from pre-school in any event/competition/uniform unit/club etc. but the pre school have no authority/rights to ask any teachers or staff to do anything related to pre-school. Unfortunately, my teacher who is a guy about a few years younger than my mom is a uniform unit’s trainer plus a very busy man. So he is not around quite often despite of he is a very nice and committed teacher plus he has a good repo in the region.

Through 2 week I’m working here. There are things that I admire about my working place:
  • DIY filing system

The students were taught to keep their own work in their own file. It is a good system or practice to be expose to the children in early stage. This system will instill children's organisational skills. The numbered drawer in the place where they keep a file contains unfinished homework either exercise books or worksheets.


These hard cover files is used to place their worksheet that have been already marked by teachers. They themselves will place their marked worksheet in this white file after teacher have puncher-ed them. Instill their  sense of independent.  



  •  Punch card system


They have to put their photo in the basket, therefore if there any picture left it means the person is absent...or just come a little bit late than others. It is normal because kids still in their adjustment zone to wake up early. The school is tolerate with any late comers because what is important they present after all. Teachers always reminding them to come early so that they didn't take for granted the tolerance. After they put their picture in that little basket they will wear their name tag which is place behind their picture.


  • Coloured grouping & Numbering

There are 4 round table and each table have more or less 6 students per table. So, whenever they have to move to another place, they will sit according to their group colours which make it easier for teachers to organise them. You can imagine how havoc it will turn out even only to have cookie and milk in the morning. By calling them by group colour it will be less turmoil. Each of them also have number, the number will be carve on their pencils' and written on their erasers, colour pencil case and files. Easier to detact if any missing item found anywhere, you know kids.

  • Lovely co-workers

 Alhamdulillah, so far all the teachers and staff treat me well and always there to guide me in doing my job. Since accept this job without really knowing the job, there were a lot of question mark in my head but all have been answered from time to time with the help of Kak Ira, Kak Dila and Big Boss (Cikgu Razuki)

  • Adorable students
As a matter or fact, I love kids so much. Working here for this past 2 weeks makes me love them even more. There are no such word as boring because everyday will be a different drama. Being around them will strengthen my patient sense towards things, I am aware of my problem in being patient especially with my brother at home. I think I've been influence by these kids because now I am having a kindergarten like with my mum almost everytime. Dont blame me why I dont act like 21 just yet. Thanks for reading this lengthy post which is 100% in English.
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Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Tata Ganu

Alhamdulillah tamat sudah Dip in Tesl di bumi Terengganu but not just yet official coz x pakai robe and naik pentas lagi. I like to share in this post a few stuff I've done and happened to me before I left campus in the most simple word * coz malas beb nak cite panjang lebar

Fun Fun !! MyEm0.Com


  • Snap snap at Seberang Takir with Bell & Bella.
    Sanggup panjat tembok and drive through narrow driveway

    Pink buds dah kurang kalau tak lagi cantik, cuaca panas sangat  yang buat grass turn yellowish
  • Karok kat semua tempat Karaoke yang kami penah nampak EPAL & VOICE je yang unsual place *pergi dgn kwn gegirl je gambar pon x brape nak ade

  • Cover lagu Usah lepaskan by Taufiq Batisah while poyo main gitar
Meet poyo: Suara beliau lagi sedap sebenarnye

Not so fun...  MyEm0.Com

  • Goodbyes...sambil drive ke Terminal bas tak dapat ku menahan air mata ni dari menitis..no more spontaneous experience with my dear roomate..You're not just my room mate Bella you also my hero through out my diploma. Every single time I was at a rock bottom you are there reach out your hand  grabbed me up and stopped me from falling down. Dear other friends Yana Fey Kunim Bell, our differences in background and personalities just makes the adventure so much thrill. All of other Teslian thank you so much for the memories (dah macam lagu fall out boy pule).

  •  I lost my purse.. time tengah mengalirkan air mata sambil drive we stopped by to feed FR (fill in fuel) the half- awake me put my purse on the car truck *brilliant aye Tanpa sedar I just drove away and ntah ke mana purse hitam ku tercampak. On our way back to campus we tried to track down the missing purse but what do you expect it was dark and the purse is black in colour. Before Fey left us she reminds me all the detail what should I do next day go to JPJ, closed my back account etc. mucho gracias Fey and Bella she is gifted to track missing stuff somehow so she told me someone have already took that missing purse. Yana treat me burger that night kurang kerisauan I perut berisi lulz. I said to myself redha Tyra this is like a reminder from HIM to think about HIM more since these days you are too busy doing other stuff. Alhamdulillah Allah Maha Kaya & Penyayang I received a call next day tell me that somebody have returned my purse and I can come to the office to claim it. Sujud syukur teros. I try to stay positive all the way through the end and its' pays.
It's not the money I concerned about but the ID, Bank card, licence and stuff (nasib baik ada kad metric Ida)
  • No more the best kopok lekor...goreng pisang and pau..milkshake NR Cafe....omnomnom 
Even jauh dari kampus sanggup ku drive and tunggu untuk mu keropok lekor paling best


Goreng pisang & pau


Milkshake NR Cafe
Steamboat @ Pulau Duyung


I am sure I will miss all of above matters but I sure a bigger adventure awaits me. I am psych :D
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