T.E.A.C.H.E.R

Facts that you will read next come from the bottom of my heart. Going through this practicum is almost like a dream come true. Ok I know it just a practicum not me being a real teacher yet. Being a teacher not just a job, some people said it is a safest and easiest job. But for me it is more that that.

 The 1st place I went to in term of education institute is primary school at SK Sri Skudai at JB. My mum take me with her as a standard 1 student, I suppose to be at kindergarten that time coz I was only 5 years old. It was a year when my dad just finished his Master at UK. Basicly, I know nothing about how is school everyday routine that time, I just follow my mum going everywhere. It is hard to believe I still remember those tiny details such as my mum bought a glue wit red tube for me that time, I'm not sure for what but for me that glue is kind a bizarre for me :p

i dunno why I remember this

After few days, my mum send me to Tadika Iman coz I can't cope with standard 1 learning syllabus (mane xnye kat tadika UK banyak main je). Back then, I follow my mum for a few times to her school and sit at teacher's table where all student staring at me and saying " Anak teacher...anak teacher". Even I was small and naive that moment I witness all of my mum action, how she control the class, being firm yet strict at the same time. What I know, all of my mum's students love her very much even she's very strict. BTW, she's an English Teacher. 

she is a TESL graduates, me?? soon

From that moment I said to myself I want to be exactly like my mum. She raise up her kids in her own way and educate her student in a way that makes they loves her very much. During teacher's day, my mum will receive a lot of present. Its not what I wanted the same thing... presents but today I feel very touch when I see how other people children loves my mum very much. I feel jealous at 1st but then I want to have that energy + passion + ability that my mum have. I know it is not easy but I want to be exactly like her. I wrote this not to feel brag or else but  i wanna share how long I've been waiting to be at her place. A place to teach and educate next generation. 

I know there will be challenges awaits me, I hope it wont torn my spirit down. I met all kind of teachers in my life but everytime I found something that I dont like in my teacher I tell myself, one day I will be in that place. I  never had a chance to be the  favorite student of my teacher. My teachers see me just like I am JUST another student but it is fine, I still wanna be a teacher. Back then (even now) teachers around me have their own student of preferences, I always be the one that sit in the shadow. I did not begging for attention at anytime, as long as I play my role as a student, perform well in study and do all the home work.

From time to time I take not the DO and DON'TS in being a teacher. I dont want to be a teacher that I dont like back then. I have to be more creative in attracting my students to love English and be a better human being. Wish me luck :)

ps: sorry for long boring entry ^^,

Practicum vol 1

Our first week of practicum has already over. How ironic within a week we feel we are belonging to the school. I’ve been to the school gate before with Mama & Babah just to know how far the school from the uni.  Kononnye leh la jalan kaki ke if I can find a house to rent since I don’t got a hostel. First week of sem 5, was a time where I don’t stick in one place. Squating umah sewa kakak and meet new friend Ratu, plus kene saman kat Kg. Cina ( 1^st ‘awesome’ experience). For a time being I am staying at Bella & Ida’s room (tq you guys coz sudi share)

Le Us & SK Kompleks Gong Badak TRIVIA

• ·         Mula2 kami ditempatkan di Bilik Guru then di bilik Kaunselling coz guru2 kaunseling dah pencen. (mengimarahkan katanye)
• ·         Guru pembimbing ku is de sweet and adorable Teacher Azlia.
• ·         I’ll be teaching Year 1 & 5 English and minor year 3 Music (x penah blaja music selama 20 tahun hidup then nak kena ajar music pulak kan *challenge accepted)
• ·         Enjoy me’relief’ kelas during first week coz boley test how far is our ability in managing the classroom.
• ·         Assembly agak lama ye but it’s amuse me to see how students started to feel anxious and do silly things to reflect how bored they are.
• ·         We have to overnight at the school during our 1^st week for Kem Ibadah which involved year 6 students.
• ·         Ida is the most favourite teacher and the whole world new why but she kind a sick of the reason. (exaggerate statement)
• ·         Teachers there is very kind especially the senior assistant  who answering all of our question that have been ask since day one ( we ask questions every single day during the 1^st week)
• ·         Actually we’re not supposed to be teaching year 1 and 2 coz they are practicing KSSR which is something that quite new but we will try our best. GANBATTE!!

  The school is just nice, meaning I 'll never get lost to find places :)

Braces off

After 2 vlogs + uncounted ulcers and fevers now I am officially free from braces but not just yet free from retainer.

It's quite a long journey but I enjoy it. Owh braces u've been in my mouth for almost 4 years, at last we finally have a peaceful break. * I weep a lil bit tho :p

I am free from braces but not retainer. I have to wear retainer for 6 month and only can rake it off when I need to brush my teeth + eat and extreme sports..pssssttt~ tell no one I'll take it off when i have to teach 

I am advised to wear it all the time except those times, so that from time to time I will get use to it. Now I am having difficulty in pronouncing words correctly  coz I got this fake hard palate (bhs tamilnye lelangit palsu).

 DE DAY

I was not feeling excited at all coz I feel  very reluctant to get rid of those metal. I went to the clinic with my mum she waited in the car coz it was hard to get a parking lot. It's a 2 days appointment. On the 1st day they remove and clean up my teeth properly. Then, they ask me to bite a blue clay like thing to get the proper fitting for my retainer which I will get it on the next day. So, it was one day without braces and retainer. When I get into the car my mum ask me to show my teeth but I cover my mouth with my palm. I smiled at her after she insist to see my new braces free look. She shed into tears straight away, she said I look exactly like when I was small. :D

I wanna share some photos that might be interesting a long this braces experience.

this is the retainer (it have upper & lower side)

zaman cekodok

glorious time with braces

without & with retainer

my teeth model before the treatment

No more jambu

My baby brother decide to check out fro  UTP coz he sure he is more medic/bussiness type of person rather than engine. katanye~ So I was so excited to bring he home ( ape ke jadah happy sgt?) As long as he is around so suke3.. Journeynye menarik la kot for me coz Babah was in Key- el for a week and will go straight away to Perak from there. Since I do nothing and sort of bored do nothing at home I am so into adventure. The day before we leave for Perak, I went to KL by bus alone sitting beside Indian school boy who did his Math homework along the journey and talking on the phone with his friend in English.. * le me plug in earphone

sampi Mid je "Babah Subway ~"

Turun kat Pekeliling I ask this girl who take the same bus from Kuantan with me which train should I take to go to Mid, al maklum rusa masuk kampung. Turun kat Masjid Jamek tanye guard plak, my problem is I dont know where should I heading to after I off the train and I forgot which station I was from. HAHA...Giler short term memory...Alhamdulillah I made it to Mid safely. At one of those station kan selisih ngan one of Oh my English actor tu, his line is "Can you chop my letter?", Korang mesti tau punye la..Tapi time tu tengah resah lagi gelisah coz xtau mane nak tuju kan..

Malam tu crash kat umah Mokde ku Chayunk lagi sekali. Sempat golek2 ngan Insyirah, kene sakat ngan Aim n Azif & jalan2 uptown ngan Babah, merasa la burger bakar..definitely not my cup of tea *senyum x ikhlas

Next day, we leave immediately after subuh x sempat jumpe Mokde dulu. Dah 3 kali pergi UTP nih wajib singgah Tapah beli Jambu, afterwards xde la dah.

Bye2 UTP

jgn tegur hakikat yang saya makin tembam ^0^

tq MARA

Ajin check out from UTP only bring him to 2 path UIA (Medic) and yang x berapa pasti akan dapat MARA (Business). Babah decide nak tunggu keputusan MARA dulu if x dpat baru die check in UIA. Alhamdulillah sgt berkat solat hajat and doa Ajin is following Babah's footsteps. Die akan wat persediaan kat Nilai setahun then fly. He's the only one la yg blaja abroad. Bersyukur sangat2. I will save money on wards so that I can go to US and see him in the future. Meaning nanti balik asrama untuk semester akan datang ni semua orang akan hantar balik cam biasa..suke3 :D

I am 20 and I'm still addicted to IT

This week Babah outstation jadi I am de peneman tido Mama. So everynyte la tdo ngan Mama. Then Mama told be after few night.

MAMA: Tiap pagi Mama bangu mesti Mama tekejut bile bukak mata,
 mane xnye the first thing I see is mate bulat si Marie tu ha..

ME:  Hee sorry Mama can't sleep without it ^^,

MAMA: I wonder how it would be if you got married,
 terkejut hubby angah nanti, bukak mate instead of see  his
wife first hidung si Marie yang die nampak dulu.

ME: Erk...that's going quite far mommita..

watak saye ade dalam cerita diatas....

agak2 addicted sampai tahap camni ke?

beliau annoying in a cute way *mcm saye (perasan dowh)

klu ade kete I want this head rest

sounds like me~

Ni iphone case...naseb baik me no likee iphone~

Sementara single ni ley x nak gune bedsheet nih

Kek kawen cam nih! lol

Birthday Kek cam ni amacam ?

Nak hostel~

TOINK! TOINK! Bebudak TESL UniSZA sem 5 semua tengah kekucaran...kaki kat atas kepala kat bawah memikirkan penempatan yang tiada kepastian. Terbayang jugak, gelandangan la gamaknye nanti. Ada yang cakap nak duk kat depan cafe Pok Hase makan ikan keli ramai2 la.

Kenapa generasi kami yang menghadapi masalah ni?
sebab presiden kami ada memohon untuk batch yang akan datang dapat ditempatkan diblok baru di dalam kampus. Oleh yang demikian, sebahagian besar dari kami pemohonan asrama x diluluskan. X sangka pulak idamkan yang lebih baik mcm ni pulak outcome nye. Ingat kan sebab x hantar hardcopy merit x dapat coz Ida pon x hantar jugak. Luckily Ida dapat hostel. Crash kat tempat beliau dulu la nmpaknye nanti.


Riaksi kami~
Ada yang sibuk cari rumah sewa yang dekat ngan sekolah masing2 even xde kenderaan. I was thinking to do the same thing, Mama sampai suh bwk je Trajet tu balik kampus. Kalau la ade kete ~
Mama kate chances untuk dapat kete tu ada tp tipis la. Macam proposal dah wat untuk menyampaikan hajat hati. Doa je la tinggal.

Babah pesan bawak sikit je barang coz nak tumpang bilik kawan. How on earth I can do that. Baju kurung saje dah satu luggage. Kasut ada 4 pasang. Tudung satu container, malasnye nak pick & choose. How about etc.??? Despite of those stuff to think about, I act like I got two month till I've return to campus. (Ignorance is my new bestfriend- song by Paramore :Ignorance)

Ni dekat depan asrama boyz kat UTP saje nak letak gambar ni, Mama kate
Wan suke tgk aku pakai camni. Mama pulak suke sandal tu >..<

aJIN rEGISTERATION

wAAAAA..Very lonely lorh only me at home alone..Watching HOW  I MET YOUR MOTHER ALONE.. (miss it's not been a day yet he went away) purposely exaggerate it..teehee
 I'm glad to spend my days help you out packing and cry everytime I think you will left. wahaa sgt tacing ye disini... but you leave me no mercy I have to sleep with Raims meh, he so vigorous during sleeping kick me everywhere during sleeping. Hope you'll be fine there and find new happiness in another new part of you life. Hope in 2 weeks comes we will receive a good news from MARA.
Thank you for leaving your camera with me, I'll take a good care of it and your phone too..the old one
Lucky you got a lake view room and have a cute kitten walk around your block. Remember name it FLUFFY.. I am struggling to keep myself distracted by finding stuff to do.

xde sebab wat muke camtu

Pagi2 tu dah bertolak dr homestay yang kitorang duduk tu, dekat je ngan kampus. Wan Aki n Raims x ikot lagi coz nak uruskan byk perkara utk Ajin takot Wan penat je ke hulu ke hilir. Buka akaun Banik Islam utk Ajin, orang yang keje kat situ xde manner tol. Sepatutnye mengalu-alukan org nak buka akuan kat Bank die ni x, mcm x nak bagi je. Abah pon ape lagi ckap direct je la ngan nada yang keras. Don't mess with my dad, it would be ugly if you make him angry. Macam2 aku wat utk cari distratction such as nak cari majalah dara tp x jumpa, last beli komik je Lawak Kampus gerenti x merebas air mate coz asyik gelak je. Time Ajin uruskan registration kat Hall ade student first year nak tangkap gambar kami juz sebab me n mama pegang kipas. Klaka boley. BTW thank you la. *geram tengaok kamera awk

Lepas dah hantar Ajin tu dah cakap awl2 kat Mama nak singgah perhentian Tapah coz nak jeruk jambu *wink2 Then Babah offer nak ice-cream..OF COURSE!!! just what I need..Comfort food ~

cappuccino ice-blended with pearls & strawberry cheesecake ice-cream :)

Memang x nangis sepanjang perjalanan. Then bole pulak sesat kat area Batang Kali coz Babah nak guna jalan biase, tu yang wat lambat sampai rumah. Malam tu kene pulak tdo kat tempat Ajin mmg menangis la kan at last. Mish you already baby brotha :*