Brother's day~

We usually heard about mother's day, fathers day.. I am celebrating fathers day.. For me I am the luckiest sister on earth since I have the coolest brother ever whom cannot be replace and I love them so much, (although sometimes they such a pain in the butt). I have a eldest brother and 2 younger brother. The 1st one is 20 years old, i'm in the middle the 3rd one is taking his SPM this year but now he is in Australia and the youngest one is taking his UPSR this year.

In school days, I wish I have a sister but when I grow older I am so grateful that I have none of them (in laws in future is acceptable)lol. Each of my brothers have the quality that I wish will have in my future husband (deep thinker). Along a.k.a Adi nak agi his facebook name have a intelligent brain + looks+concern+tough physiques. He know how much I love to be pampered and I'm the only girl that he can hug (hihi). He done a lot for me although he such a teaser when I was a small girl but he take care of me whenever my parents was not around. When he entered a boarding school I was the one who devastated and cried a lot.

Ajin a.k.a Uda (name after he got younger brother). I love to call him Jiji. After my eldest brother left for boarding school, he was the one who always be with me. He both have a sensitive heart. As he growing older as a teenager, we shared a lot of problems and stories since we school at the same place. He is good looking+muscular (skinny)+clever+joker. He started to act like my elder brother ,being protective and advisor to me. For a start when I register in uni, I feel very lost without him telling me what's good or bad. I cried a lot too when he leave for Australia since i'm the one who being left that time (normally i'm the one who leave). I sleep with his sweater till now.HURRY UP COME BACK!!

Last but not least, the chubby one. Raims a.k.a ammi. We argue a lot bcoz he's the youngest 1 and i'm the only girl. He started to annoy me like all of his brother when he reach 10. Our parents can't stand my immature behavior and I can't stand when he irritating me. So, I started to act like a sister to him and when only both of us left in the house, we started to get along well. He is hardworking (in certain works), considerate and never forget about his siblings.

Bottom line is... I love all of them just the way they are. When I on my own now I started to feel how much I miss them and I'm not afraid to admit that How much I love them. LOVE U GUYS~

hair clips ~

Suddenly~ x tahan klu tgk hairclips skrg ni..lg2 klu yg kiut2...bukan nyer klip kat rambut tp kat shawl..x sihat kan?? x kisah la..asalkan sy happy an..hihi..jd akan mengumpulkan byk2 hairclips afterwards...klu lah ade Marienyer hair clips kan..klu ade jumpe inform la ek...

2nd sem..

Beginning of 2011~Hurmm...too many things we do..since class does not started yet.. assignment had not been given yet...problems did not occur yet....nothing much to say i juz wanna put a few picture that i not uploaded at my fb... hee~
BTW I already wear my 1st high heel..4 and a half inch..thanked god i've started to get use to it..a'ai call it Victoria Beckham shoes,,HOHO..or my mum call it 'kasut yg boleh bunuh org'..Honestly, after walking in that shoes for a whole day, my back strained.. what an experience..i am killing my own backbones..

If in high school I like to take photos ADAEMAN...but now in uni..there is new couple.. NEDDIQ(suke cantum name owg)...cute2..tp klu diorg gdoh..hurmm...extraordinary couple sket diorg nih..x pnah lg jmpe couple cam ni..tp Siddiq tu baik la even die hot tempered..

We already plan about our trip to JB..money$$$$$$..huh...which really bothering me ryte now...I have to do something so thati'll be more wiser in money matters..i just realise that I aam a SHOPPAHOLICS~ JUZ LIKE rEBECCA bLOOMWOOD....BUT i DONt have creadit card like her...

Just cut my hair~

I decided to have a new look for new year but still not sure how should i cut it. Salon??? nope..This time i will cut it by myself..Normally I ask my dad to cut for me..So..i've thinking to keep the length and give some fringe in front of my forehead.. but i already did that style twice..when I was little n when i'm in form3..
since i got wavy hair that style wont do..but who cares??
its like i have Vanessa hair and want to do Selena's look..I t doesn't make sense ryte??

Guess what I already did..make myself look like 5 years old me..My parents agree with me..I look exactly when i was 5..but this time I am taller n darker..unfortunately there was an accident..not obviously seen..with wavy hair like this the result will not be as I wish.That's fine coz the one to blame is me.

By the way, it doesn't matter coz I am wearing head cover in public but does matter for self satisfaction tho...my mum said this kind of look will face problem when i want to ware head cover..u know fringe in front of forehead.let be~

It's been a while~

I have a blog but I rarely post anything..So basicly I will post according to my mood.. I am so happy coz juz now I got news from my brother in Mackay. He said he dont met my host mum yet.I dunno how to express how much I miss him. Its embarrassing to admit that I sleep with his AFS sweater on his bed and wears his shirt while I'm still at home.

He let me to bring that sweater to uni, I love all of my brothers. Everytime they left me I will cry but if I am the one who leave, I wont drop a single tears which means 'I can leave u but u can't leave me. No wonder I have no guts to give a shot in a relationship. I am not tough enough to be disappointed.Thanks to u along coz lend your hug to keep me calm while i'm crying at the airport. Thanks coz u dont feel embarrassed
to walk with me that time.

This coming 24 Jan will have 2 important things for me. Along's 21st birthday n Ajin's arrival. YEAY!!!! Too bad i wont be around that time.

Raimi thank you for not crying. If you did, thankx for not crying in front of me , coz it will make me cry too which is not good. I had major headache after crying.

cAr~

Ade ura2 mengatakan En Ruzaini nak bg toy baru kat cik Athirah...hee
Tp ura2 je la kan...sb En Ruzaini dpt vroom2 bru n nak give a way City nyer...
Cik Athirah x la mengharap sgt (tipu2)...toy ape2 pon boley (myvi pink ok gak)~demand giler
x kisah kete pape tp klu ley nak kaler pink...hihi
viva pink ok jgak..tp En Ruzaini kate..kancil jew..x kisah la kete pape pon... asalkan kete... sem 2 nanti xyah naik bas dah..(menggunung tiggi harapan)

Athirah= keep on smiling although she is suffering

Yup...I am trying soo hard to keep on pretending nothing is wrong with me..but actually....i am fooling myself...i dont want to sacrifice anymore..I wanna know how does it feel if someone love u...only u...I want to know how does it feel to be no 1 in someone's..how to stop hurting yourself Athirah..stop doing that..u have been doing that ever since...u deserve to be happy instead of sacrificing yourself..stop feeling sorry...

I have to realize that..sacrifice is not always another term of love...How to avoid from loving someone who is belong to someone else....Athirah..u are not like that.. u know what is right and wrong..u always be reasonable..please dont repeat the same mistake that u have did...open ur eyes...dont let urself getting hurt again,,u deserve to be happy...