My first Video Log

Before u play this video, pause the plain white t's song tu eh..hee~

This is my first video log which obviously have a lot more to improve. For anyone that give a feedback and advice thank u so much. I realize that all the comment and critic is needed so that my next video will be better.My brother and one of my classmates said that I have to enhance my facial expression. Word that came out from my mouth not really synchronize with my facial expression. As a result, viewer will not really get what I've tried to say. In addition, thank you to all my friends that personally requested more video from me which shows you are supporting me in doing this. (sgt terharu ye disitu)

 From now on I will start to do a lot of face exercise so that muka x ketat sgt and reduce pauses, even pauses tu boleh edit tp well..agak malas ye di situ..ha!!! Another thing my brother advice me to speak English without any slang coz nanti org menyampah plak kan cam mat salleh wannabe plak.. So excuse me to speak English in a Gedix way, it wont happened again.

If u guys ada idea for my next video, please do inform it to me k..text ke fb ke blog comment ke..kat mane2 la...

Last but not least, these video x ditujukan specifically kepada sape2 ye but if there anyone yg terasa (sapa yg mkn cili die yg terasa pedasnyer kan) kite try improve same2 eh..

second semester = end

ENGLISH CAMP~

English Camp is sad to know it's already come to an end ~
actually it's a mix feelings towards it. SAD =( & HAPPY =)

I'm glad to be in BLITZ TEAM, even people said we are ANNOYED. First thing first I am so disappointed with myself because I've been defeat by my personal emotions at the end of this camp. I am not proud of myself. This matter is due to personal problems that suddenly appear which can't be mention. All I want to say is I am so grateful to be met with kak alin, kak mira,kak huda, kak qamar n kak zahra plus my classmates nad, hani n mia. It is an honored to be in the same group with you guys which make us even closer n know each other better.

I know i'm not the best team mate that u guys have been with I know I screwed up in BEDTIME STORIES where is I were not memorizing my lines. Now I know the facts that acting is definitely not my thing. I'm suck in it . I'm still feeling guilty of what had turned out.

Seriously, gonna miss everything we had go through together. even though it was exhausting.
WHO WE ARE?? WE ARE THE CHAMPION!! WHO WE ARE??? WE ARE THE BLITZ TEAM!! COMMON BLITZ FIGHT!! FIGHT!!FIGHT!!..POLLING IN LOPE~

angER !!!!!

ARRRRGGHHHH!!!! Anger is definitely not my bestfriend FYI... I dont even know how to express it, if I could not take it anymore I just burst into tears which not enough. That's why I'm so sure I will die earlier than I thought.=(
but in certain stages I just cant help it. I hate it when people treat me like I wont get mad or being labelled as a timid person and wont be furious. I try to help anyone around me when they were in need. Coz one day I might got into trouble and need their help. We dont know, today is their day and other day might be mine. Let me clear this up, what I try to say sometimes people misunderstood with our kindness and started getting use to use us in anything.

Somehow it seems does not fair when we are in need for help and those people are ignoring you. When the time comes, we start to feel that we are in this world alone. At the beginning it is very sad to realize the fact that no one cares, at the end we start to feel very mad because those people that we have help before is ignoring you. ( EH jgn harap beri bunga dibalas bunga ye)

People might say that those statement mention as 'BERKIRA'. YAWW  Just put yourself in that particular situation first la pry, then u tell me how does it felt. It's so true once people is very in need for your help, they will ask like hell but once they got it, 'my problem solved' I dont need u anymore. BANG!! that feelings was 'awesome'. Please do it frequently to everyone around you, k. (tgn ke dada mata ke atas)

Consider others feelings, dont take for granted of people's kindness coz once the patience is over, u could not tell what might happened.
MOOD= sy sgt marah ye skrg

The huge problem among problems

Problems make us feel anxious and concern in how and what should we handle it. For me the BIGGEST and MOST DIFFICULT situation to handle is...PACKING MY LUGGAGE..

yes it is soo difficult sometimes I need someone else to check my stuff and tell me that I dont need certain stuff that I already packed. How can I handle this problem??? Like my friend said this is a syndrome that called 'RASA SEMUA PENTING'. Even my mum said to me that I 'll with face problem when I have my own family with kids. Aiyaaa... Kids stuff plus my stuff  would take a lorry to bring it together with us if I dont make any effort to solve this conflict.
Is there any therapy involving this kind of problem?? Coz I might need it.

there were toiletries bag + makeup bag in it

There's one time I packed a pile or bunch of clothes for 2 days and 1 night like the duration of the stays is one week..Its not my fault coz I need options..in case if somebody throw up on my shirt of spill something on my pants, I need extra clothes right?? (ridiculous reasons) Since this problem occur I stop folding my clothes for packing my bag. What?? I'm not that lazy k, just stuffed the clothes?? no no.. I rolled all of it, save space so that I can put more item in it. I'm suck am i??

Still struggling to be so much wiser in packing my belongings k from time to time I'll try to bring a long things that I only need not I thought I need..Okie..
Girls..anyone shares same problem with me???raise ur hand

vlogs a.k.a videologgings

I've been thinking to give a shot in vloggings...but still thinking about my own identity and not get influences by famous vloggers... MARIA ELENA  has her own style.. hilarious yet got a lot of message in it, her topics more to courtesy that we must to instill in ourself as a Malaysian, human being. Her way to deliver her points is really creative and not bragging at all. She wants to tell that we have to do 'this' in stead of 'that' in a hikmah way where all viewer can accept it.
ANWAR HADI and MATLUTFI are other two famous vloggers..all youtubers know them...funny and educational..My personal opinion should be "sejuk perut mak diorang dapaat anak laki camni".. I admired them as a youth who is still studying..They both studying abroad y'll..i dont said studying locally is not good it just, if you being abroad you have extra things that u wont get locally..All of this 3 vloggers are educated and deserve to be as 'MODAL INSAN' for teenagers nowadays.
Integrity is one thing that all the 3 vloggers talk about. The awareness towards not throwing rubbish other than into the rubbish bins, being considerate and respect peoples opinion..Although we might see it as things that everyone knows and no need to be mention..but trust me people nowadays tend to ignore all this tinie tiny little things.(ok i'm a lil bit out of topic)
In addition, SHANE DaWSON in another famous vloggers. But his channel is more to entertainment, i'm not sure its educational or not..hmm..if it so..it is entertaining...since being in uni makes me spend a lot of time in front of laptops than watching television, YOUTUBE is a medium for me to know about what happen today and get some entertainment. Thanks YOUTUBE...
Actually there is a lot of other vloggers but I'm not really follow them.. Having a Youtube channel and have non good videos in it make me think to post something that interesting and  a good material to be watched. These days I kind a collect some of material and think about involving in vloggings world..but I'm still consider about it because there are a lot of things to think about..because people will judging you after you post a video in youtube..arrrgghhh..That's scares me..I f I have no guts and being too conscious bout it..to be safe..dont do it...I am in the middle of conflict with myself ryte now..I f I wanna make a video..it must be good and not bored..That is the most important thing...
Just wait and see the progression..shall we??

If you can't say something nice, dont say nothing at all =)

This quote is taken from  1st Disney cartoon that I watched when I was four years old if I'm not mistaken , ever heard about BIMBI? Binbi or Bimbi..ermm.. I'm not sure..but the point is..If you think something (words duhh~) that will come out from your mouth , will or may harm somebody's feelings..better to keep it to urself (yes mum!!).

I was a..chatterbox..talkative person.(still until today) ...talking is my charm =p
but suddenly at some point, I start to realize..why not to speak whenever I need to not whenever I want to....asking is not wrong.. but in term of  speaking nonsense...that's what I've to avoid because  trust me this is a fact....most of people likes a good listener than a good talker.( it's not I want to be likable) Okey, dont get me wrong here. I should make example before you take it wrongly.

What I'm trying to say is, when you feel slightly disagree with things that your friends said, dont straight away  interrupt his/her speech..listen first..if you think you might spit out something harsh..or inappropriate..keep it to yourself..if you can control your personal emotions in expressing what you think..suit yourself..deliver your opinion healthily...( I cant do that)..crazy huh?? Being tolerate is not as hard as it seems if you are open to learn it.. (fine i'll learn)..

A:.'but that is who I am ,talking harsh is me, u got problem with that?'
B"I got no problem with that..(You got problem because you scared to live with the fact that you have to change.)
A:'Cakap cam bgos sgt je,weyh cermin diri dulu.'
B: I'm not an angel myself, I screwed up before just like..umm..I mean I thought that way before, but I changed (trying to)..gua ckp lagi ganaz dr lu de..(oopss trkeluar plak)
A: susah r ngan orang bertoleransi sgt cam ni..

Anyway..I'm not saying this because I am very good and perfect in term of self behavior.. I am here reminding myself too..That's why..there is a saying 'silence is golden'.

GOLD DSLR~

klu dah gian ngan dslr, everything relate ngan DSLR

hUH gold DSLR? common girl there is many other gold things out there..( I guess this is the most priceless to me..hee~)

 So on and so far..that's all I want to share...let's change for better..shall we??