Remember when I told ya currently I am staying at 5th floor at Block E. There are pros that I keep on telling myself to senangkan hati yang kerap mengeluh ini. *
Even writing this makes me breath harder just by imagine the whole thing.
I should be grateful living in a spacious bedroom with plenty of private places plus dont have to queue every single morning to have a shower. But
*a huge BUT
After go through such a tiring day at school, yelling and shouting especially during Ramadhan, me and my roomies keep on saying
"Why we have to go through this every day? why?"
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Look girls we can see the roof through it :x |
To make things seems too so much worse, for these past few nights there were storm, the rough one. So that our bedroom ceiling come off and we can see the roof. Thanked god the roof was not leaking during raining, it would be a disaster if its happen.
Yesterday wee try to fix them by poking it using a broom. Unfortunately, the ceiling piece fell down to the floor and break into two, YEAY
*sarcasm on
Now all of us can see the roof when we lying down, juz imagine we can see stars through it errgghh~
During noon our room will be extremely hot and got a warm wind through the ceiling.
ENOUGH COMPLAINING STARTS MOTIVATING
Inhale~
Let's look everything in different perspective shall we?
Telling myself that by climbing up those stairs for the rest of these coming 2 semesters is actually another way of exercising since I am too busy being a teacher (busy kah?) I am loosing some weight now *showing my retainer with wide smile. Baru muat baju raya nanti hihi. I always find a reason so that I can run through those stairs. Since now is fasting month, I have to go to
Bazaar near the cafe and perform my
Tarawikh at masjid/surau. It's like killing 2 birds with 1 stone, exercising and got pahala. *
I should do this more often
It feels like a gateway from duniawi thingy for a moment you know ~ I hope I have inner strength to be Istiqomah in doing this. GO ME!!
Recently Kak Lia (our advisor) ask me a favor to look after 5 Al-Batutta for her coz she have a meeting for year 6 teachers. I teach that class so I know them quite well, she ask me to finish the adjectives name label which I asked them to prepare in previous lesson. After finish doing that, the students have a Math homework to be completed. Many of them said they want to make Math at home since its a homework, ok that's fine for me I just asked them to stay calm and be in the class all the time. Unfortunately, kids are being kids even they already eleven and in intelligent group of students *
sarcasm on
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adjectives name label |
There were few of them running in and out even I scolded them for few times the didn't listen. Then, I stand up and walk out the class without saying anything. Few of them chased after me and keep on apologizing by I say nothing. It's really pissed me off coz they took my order for granted and very disrespectful. I already in the middle of frustration with them since they didnt take care of a 'Star Board' that I have made for them. I already prepared them 2 times coz it tore apart once.
To console me back, a few of them come and apologize and a person who was walk out from the class send me a letter of apology. I received few of them from the students even other class heard about the incident. Some of them also tell me they recreate star board on their own to make me happy. I vow to myself I will not become sulky when it come to conflict between students but I cant help it. It's really turn my nerves on. I said to them afterward I will become a boring teacher rather than having fun during my class. I'm not sure I can do so.
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Apology letters |
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star board take 2 |